Proud Shawol. Dedicated Blinger & Locket.
I can’t even begin to thank all of my followers and friends that have messaged me telling me congrats for SHINee judging me and choosing me as a winner for the SM TOWN Anaheim 2012 Koreaboo Fanmeet up~ Seriously, I LOVE YOU ALL!! ♥ I haven’t been able to even breathe properly since finding out all of this, and you all just made it better with you messages & everything, omg, you guys have no clue how much it has done for me. ;~; Many of you are asking for the video and I am going to find it, but probably not anytime soon because it just aired on Mnet today. As soon as I find it, it is going up~ Now, I am not going to even bother trying to go to sleep after all of this eventhough I have graduation practice tomorrow, and I am just going to watch SHINee judge me all night long until I possibly fall asleep (and I am on my downstairs couch doing this for the first time). So, again, thank you~ & to SHINee, even though you will never see this message (yes, I realize this)… THANK YOU… ♥ & I LOVE YOU… ♥ SO MUCH… YOU HAVE NO CLUE. ♥ I have been blessed to be judged by you, meet Onew, and get you guys to notice me during two different concerts that I have seen of you guys & wow… THANK YOU… FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART~ ♥ Good Night everyone. ^__^
(Source: shiningshawol-)
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ahhh, I WISH YOU DIDN’T LEAVE TOO!!! ;A;
I WANTED TO CRY WHEN IT WENT OFF BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WASN’T GOING TO BE ABLE TO DANCE & I HAD MISSED THE DRESS REHEARSAL TO DO SO & NOW I JUST AM SO THANKFUL EVERYTHING HAPPENED THE WAY IT DID… ;~;
OMG, I CUSTOMIZED IT MYSELF~~~ ^__^~♥
AHHHH, THANK YOU FOR FINDING ME~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!♥
PLEASE TELL ME WHEN THAT IS UPLOADED & I WILL SURELY POST IT, AND THANK YOU FOR INTERVIEWING ME IN THE FIRST PLACE, JUST…
THANK YOU~♥
AHHHH, WHY DONGSAENG’S MOMMY, WAEYO?!?!?!? TT__TT
AHHHH, YOU SAW ME~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!! ♥
Where were you sitting? ^^
I CAN’T EVEN BEGIN ABOUT THE ACKNOWLEGDING PART…
OH OH OH, I WAS RE-WATCHING THE SHERLOCK FANCAM THAT NIGHT (BECAUSE UP UNTIL NOW THE MOMENT THAT JONGHYUN POINTED AT ME BECAUSE OF THE SHINee LIGHT UP BOARD DURING THE SHERLOCK PERFORMANCE WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE) I ALSO NOTICED THAT KEY ALSO POINTED & WAVED AT ME AT THE SAME TIME & NOW MY LIFE IS EVEN MORE COMPLETE BECAUSE MY TWO FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD (JONGKEY~~♥) POINTED AND ACKNOWLEGDED ME AT THE SAME FREAKING TIME.
watch it here (@ 2:03)
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LIFE IS BEYOND GREAT, I CAN’T EVEN FREAKING EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPINESS IS…
JUST…
/sob
My Crewneck for SM Town Anaheim 2012
& THIS IS THE CREWNECK JONGHYUN NOTICED ME WEARING & POINTED OUT… ;A;
/sob some more
(Source: shiningshawol-)
YOU DIDN’T GO TO THE MEET UP?! ;A;
/sobs for you
I AM GOING TO MEET YOU ONE DAY DONGSAENG, JUST WAIT~~!! ♥
THAT CONCERT WAS SO AMAZING…. TT__TT
DID YOU SEE ME WITH MY SHINee, JONGHYUN, KEY, AND KAI LIGHT UP BOARDS?!
AND DID YOU HEAR ABOUT HOW SHINEE ACKNOWLEGDED ME SO MANY TIMES DURING THE CONCERT BECAUSE OF THOSE BOARDS?!
/continuing to sob some more
OMG, IF I EVEN HAVE A LIFE AFTER THIS… ;A;
MY HAPPINESS IS GOING TO DRIVE ME INSANE, JUST WATCH.
I am gonna go and die happy, knowing that I completed some sort of life goal… ;~;
BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE MESSAGES, IT REALLY MEANS A LOT TO ME~ ♥
I AM BEYOND EXCITED, I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF, IT’S TOO MUCH TO HANDLE, I THINK I’LL JUST GO AND DIE IN A HOLE HAPPY THAT SHINee NOW KNOWS & HAS SEEN WHO I AM… ;A;
ASHLEY, MY LOVELY DARLING, I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR THIS MESSAGE… ♥
THEY DON’T HAVE MNET?! ;A;
WAE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
BUT THE VIDEO WILL BE POSTED ASAP, I just need to reply to all of the messages being sent to me atm, I am typing so fast omg… ;~;
I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THIS ALL, I AM NOT THAT GOOD OF A PERSON…. ;A;
AGAIN, I ♥ YOU NATALIE FOR BEING MY FRIEND AND BEING THERE FOR ME… TT__TT
THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART… ♥
(Source: shiningshawol-)
I DIDN’T FIND THE VIDEO YET, BUT I WILL!!!! ♥
HUG MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! ♥
DONGSAENG, WHAT IS LIFE ANYMORE?!
SHINee, THEY HAVE GIVEN ME HAPPINESS THAT DOESN’T EVEN COMPARE TO ANYTHING ELSE ON THIS PLANET… ;A;
/sob some more
/legit tears rn
& I am sorry that I didn’t get to meet you at all at the meet up or anything… ;A;
LOL NO XD
I WOULD JUST ROLL OFF THE FACE OF THE PLANET IF THEY WERE GOING TO JUDGE ME LIKE THAT… ;A;
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
OMG, THANK YOU I NEEDED THAT
LMFAO!!!
Umm, no it’s not about a youtube contest, but I shall explain.
At SM TOWN 2012 in Anaheim, there was a Koreaboo meet up and they held singing, dancing, and aegyo contests that were going to be put on Mnet’s Hello Pop!
So, I signed up for the dance contest, and then I was lucky that they chose me as a finalist to be judged by “a secret sm town artist” (THAT I KNEW WAS SHINee, & THAT WILL BE EXPLAINED IN A DIFFERENT POST) and so I have been waiting for this moment ever since the concert for them to put this on Mnet so I could see what SHINee said about my dancing & now…
I AM DYING!!!!!
THEY PICKED ME AS THE WINNER AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT:
1. ONEW SAID I WAS A GOOD DANCER
2. & THEN JONGHYUN AGREED WITH HIM
3. WHEN THEY WERE CHOOSING THE FINALISTS, ONEW SAID HE CHOOSES THE GIRL WITH THE SHARP MOVES
4. & THEN JONGHYUN NOTICED MY SHIRT SAID SHINE ON IT ( I CUSTOMIZED THAT SHIRT JUST FOR THIS CONCERT)
&&&& I AM GOING TO JUST BURST INTO CONFETTI RIGHT NOW & DIE A HAPPY LIFE KNOWING SHINee HAS SEEN ME AS AN INDIVIDUAL FAN & SAID NICE THINGS ABOUT ME THAT JUST MAKE ME WANT TO CRY FOREVER & EVER…. /sob
IF THEY SAW ME FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW, I WOULD DIE…
I AM A BALL OF HAPPINESS JUMPING ALL OVER THE WALLS AND I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW I AM EVEN TYPING COHERENTLY RIGHT NOW, I AM SHAKING…
IF KEY WAS THERE, I WOULD LITERALLY BE DEAD.
THE FACT THAT JONGHYUN WATCHED ME DANCE FOR A WHOLE 30 SECONDS IS MESSING WITH MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW!!
WHAT IS LIFE?!
